Why Hashem Starrlannah
My Spirit name is "Hashem Starrlannah."
The Hebrew word "Hashem" literally translates as “The Name.” It is a common way to refer to God. But a deeper reason for saying “Hashem” is because that is the essence of our relationship with God. To explain, I believe God resides within us all. Each of us have direct access to God and our inner Light. It can easily be accessed by quieting the mind and going within the self during meditation.
My birth name is Alanna Starr Hiton Shimel. I didn't see the beauty of my name or it's meaning until I grew up. I used to introduce myself as Lana and that is what all my friends called me. When I was just learning how to write I would spell my name as "Alahha" because I made my n's look like h's accidently. My sister and dad called me A-lahh-hah. It's always been a funny family phrase. According to my father it just always stuck with me, and to my sister it was a way she made fun of me.
I also found some cool info on my name from a couple sites but this one really rang a bell and I felt I resonated with it. http://www.sheknows.com/baby-names/name/
Irish Meaning of Alanna: Beautiful. Dear child.
I began learning of reincarnation and what our name means in numerology and other aspects of our life purpose. I had a deeper understanding of my name reduced in numerology and other interesting attachments. I then changed my social media name to Starrlanna because it was a reflection of myself from the inside out. On my journey, I learned that I am meant to speak to people and share things that I have learned along the way... things I didn't fully understand to what caliber until now.... and believe me I am still learning the mysteries- It is never ending.
After coming up with the name Starrlanna (me inside out) and using for some time now on social media, I have grown into it. I am a intuitive reader and the card the sticks out to me the most in my Shaman Oracle deck is the "Shaman Of The Stars." This card speaks to me loudly and it confirmed my calling to speak to the people and my given middle name Starr. The card depicts a being that has star like beams of light shooting from it's head. This being is a bringer of knowledge and a beacon of light for others seeking wisdom on a spiritual path.
I never up until now wanted to use my first last name "Hiton" because it's my mothers' madden name... and since my mother wasn't in my life much at all growing up I just never used it. After trying to allow myself to get to know my birth mother (despite childhood trauma from separation and other) and bond with her after not having the ability to do so for most of my life, I found myself healing in doing this. I decided to acknowledge Hiton as part of me and allow a loving and understanding image of the relationship to the mother reemerge. My step mother was a great, loving mother- someone I respect and appreciate very much, however; the feeling of not having that bond with my birth mother did take a toll on me that I never accepted until I got a little older. For this the "H" in Hiton now has meaning to me. Both my birth mother and step mother are Jewish, this would mean that I am Jewish. My father, German-Irish-Scottish-Welsh, (said Christian) so as you can see I was born in diverse circumstances. I am humble and always knew things beyond my years. I felt that I had royalty in my blood, in my DNA, and have a strong urge to never give up and continue learning as much as I could about the universe. I began to realize that my purpose was greater than my current experience and so my hunger for knowledge lead me on a mission to learn more about heritage, past-lives, Kabbalah, The Great Work, Mystics Arts, Alchemy, Hermetics, and so much more. After learning and experiencing the calling of the divine feminine/ divine masculine and how the balance of the two a-flame together is so important- along with the true name of God- Hashem- meaning "The Name" - (Yod He Vau Hei) YHVH - which is the masculine and feminine God/Goddess, Mother/Father - or now I can say the left brain/right brain, the emerging of the mas/fam inside us.... I began to see the bigger picture.
A couple months ago a friend text me and spelled my name wrong as Alannah.... And for some reason it really rang a bell for me yet again. It resonated with me because the "He" in Yod He Vav Hei represents the feminine aspect of God Head and the Creator.... and so I added the H in Starrlannah for my mission to bring back the mother aspect the to universe and in my own world. To nourish our souls, be compassionate, and caring for our kingdom, as well as spread the message of Gaia's need to be remembered and honored. I believe we as women carry the DNA codes that can be awakened as we learn about our divine-ness and use our gifts to heal the world and bring back the Goddess.
When I first came across the name Hashem as I was reading up on the understandings of the Hebrew alphabet, I remembered the lyrics from on of my favorite songs from Jewish Rapper Matisyahu. One of his songs is just amazing and I feel it as he says "in my chest," it's called "King Without A Crown." There is a line is the song that says "Hashems rays burn bright and I believe, out of day comes light, out of light comes day.... make room for his love a fire gone blaze" and "Oh what's this feeling my love will burn a hole in the ceiling give myself to you from the essence of my being and I sing to my God songs of love and healing." After all of the signs I can say it felt so right for me to add Hashem to Starrlanna and the "H" to Starrlannah. So this is how I created this spiritual name that I resonate and feel I was meant to have.
Everyday Hashem resonates with me and who I am more and more. Hashem is the protection I have of my Heavenly Parents and Light family. Through understanding my Shadow self, healing, and seeking the guidance, UNCONDITIONAL love and devotion from Hashem- I embody the Spirit of the ALL. I do not need any religious organization to confirm my connection and association with my Heavenly I AM presence and communion with Source. By claiming the presence of Spirit in my Eternal Life- I create a dome of protection that no one else make a claim in.
The Hebrew word "Hashem" literally translates as “The Name.” It is a common way to refer to God. But a deeper reason for saying “Hashem” is because that is the essence of our relationship with God. To explain, I believe God resides within us all. Each of us have direct access to God and our inner Light. It can easily be accessed by quieting the mind and going within the self during meditation.
My birth name is Alanna Starr Hiton Shimel. I didn't see the beauty of my name or it's meaning until I grew up. I used to introduce myself as Lana and that is what all my friends called me. When I was just learning how to write I would spell my name as "Alahha" because I made my n's look like h's accidently. My sister and dad called me A-lahh-hah. It's always been a funny family phrase. According to my father it just always stuck with me, and to my sister it was a way she made fun of me.
I also found some cool info on my name from a couple sites but this one really rang a bell and I felt I resonated with it. http://www.sheknows.com/baby-names/name/
Irish Meaning of Alanna: Beautiful. Dear child.
Celtic meaning of Alanna: Harmony, stone, noble, or fair.
SoulUrge Number for Alanna: 3
People with this name have a deep inner desire to create and express themselves, often in public speaking, acting, writing or singing. They also yearn to have beauty around them in their home and work environment.
Expression Number: 7 People with this name are excellent at analyzing, understanding, and learning. They tend to be mystics, philosophers, scholars, and teachers. Because they live so much in the mind, they tend to be quiet and introspective, and are usually introverts. When presented with issues, they will see the larger picture. Their solitary thoughtfulness and analysis of people and world events may make them seem aloof, and sometimes even melancholy.
Just an interesting fun fact- I was born on 7-2-1988. My actual birth number is 8. I was born at 8:08pm at 7 pounds 2 ounces. I certainly believe in reincarnation. It's ALL about personal karma and the universe gives you signs and symbols to help you remember your previous existence. All of this stuff helps us to understand. Alchemy "is any magical power or process of transmuting a common substance, usually of little value, into a substance of great value."
1988 is the year of 8.
Alanna Starr Hiton Shimel=8
I learned also that my zodiac sign "Cancer" translates to the word "hold" or "holding" in Latin as well as Arabic. I took the "H" from there too. The Cancer is the crab and holds on the things.
Now the info in this paragraph might confuse a little but I can assure you it makes sense. Cancer is the second operation in the Alchemical Chart of Correspondences, which is "Dissolution." The process is of this operation is "Dissolving; Corrosion; Cibation; Bain Marie. It's element is Water [solve.] The metal is "Tin." The actual chemical in the Arcanum is "Iron Oxide (rust: action of water on mental.) The process colors for this is light blue and white. The process odors are Acrid or Vinegary. The planet is Jupiter. The day of the week in Thursday. The planetary influence is "expansion; creation of sociality; humility. (understanding humility also seems to be a HUGE theme of mine) The Octave for Dissolution is "Re," and in numerology it is the "Dyad." The psychology of Dissolution is "Subconscious; purifi-caiton (purification) of feelings; the feeling function." The conscious state iss "Emotional blockages, Nightmares; Water needed." Intention or desire is "Beauty; friends; romance; pleasure. The negative qualities are Excessive; greedy; Selfish love; limited view; Melancholic. The positive qualities are "Generous; sociable; optimistic." In the Emerald Tablet, "It's mother is the Moon." The Yogic path is Niyama (personal development); Asana (Free body energy)- [I do natural Reiki healing.] In Buddhism path is is "Access state; meditation; the Jhanas." On the Tree Of Life in Kabbalah it is "Yesod" which is the "Foundation." The Revelation is the "Seal Of Silence." The Seven Seals is a phrase in the Book of Revelation that refers to seven symbolic seals that secure the book or scroll. "The “silence” is the preparation for the judgment about to fall upon Jerusalem." In Mythology it is Cronus; Rhea; Demeter. The Archangel (EL) is Sachiel. The image is of floods, melting; tears; intoxication. In Shamanism it is stalking; personal power. The animal totem is fish; frog; turtle. The Chakra is Svadhisthana (sexuality; sociality; Tin chakra." Physiological is the genitals; spleen; lungs; black bile - (refer to The Four Humors for black bile and melancholy.) Spectral position is Orange. The gemstones are Carnelian; Fire Opal. The healing effects are warm energy, fertility. The Tarot Lunar Conjunction is the High Priestess; (female pope, Isis) pure experience; unconscious powers; mystical union; lack of foresight. The Tarot Solar Conjunction is the Hermit (Saturn) Meditation; time; wisdom; sage; withdrawal from society; self-absorption; slowing down to feel things. All of this comes from the Zodiac, alchemy, past life, the concept of The Four Humors, the elements, etc. All of these references make complete sense to me and each of us have our own personality traits to correspond with this.
If you know the Bible at all- It mentions something along the lines of "...And He called a child to Himself and set him before them, and said, "Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. "Whoever then humbles himself as this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.…" I believe this to be true because in order to know yourself or know God it is important to become like a child. To heal wounds of trauma and remember what it was like to be a child- in pure, raw, innocent, rare form.
About 3 years ago I began to appreciate my middle name "Starr" because of the path I was on spiritually, my synchronized experiences, and the things people would say to me in regards the power and insight I possess. I also recently started studying Palmistry and noticed that I have a legitimate five pointed start on my left palm, go figure.People with this name have a deep inner desire to create and express themselves, often in public speaking, acting, writing or singing. They also yearn to have beauty around them in their home and work environment.
Expression Number: 7 People with this name are excellent at analyzing, understanding, and learning. They tend to be mystics, philosophers, scholars, and teachers. Because they live so much in the mind, they tend to be quiet and introspective, and are usually introverts. When presented with issues, they will see the larger picture. Their solitary thoughtfulness and analysis of people and world events may make them seem aloof, and sometimes even melancholy.
Just an interesting fun fact- I was born on 7-2-1988. My actual birth number is 8. I was born at 8:08pm at 7 pounds 2 ounces. I certainly believe in reincarnation. It's ALL about personal karma and the universe gives you signs and symbols to help you remember your previous existence. All of this stuff helps us to understand. Alchemy "is any magical power or process of transmuting a common substance, usually of little value, into a substance of great value."
1988 is the year of 8.
Alanna Starr Hiton Shimel=8
I learned also that my zodiac sign "Cancer" translates to the word "hold" or "holding" in Latin as well as Arabic. I took the "H" from there too. The Cancer is the crab and holds on the things.
Now the info in this paragraph might confuse a little but I can assure you it makes sense. Cancer is the second operation in the Alchemical Chart of Correspondences, which is "Dissolution." The process is of this operation is "Dissolving; Corrosion; Cibation; Bain Marie. It's element is Water [solve.] The metal is "Tin." The actual chemical in the Arcanum is "Iron Oxide (rust: action of water on mental.) The process colors for this is light blue and white. The process odors are Acrid or Vinegary. The planet is Jupiter. The day of the week in Thursday. The planetary influence is "expansion; creation of sociality; humility. (understanding humility also seems to be a HUGE theme of mine) The Octave for Dissolution is "Re," and in numerology it is the "Dyad." The psychology of Dissolution is "Subconscious; purifi-caiton (purification) of feelings; the feeling function." The conscious state iss "Emotional blockages, Nightmares; Water needed." Intention or desire is "Beauty; friends; romance; pleasure. The negative qualities are Excessive; greedy; Selfish love; limited view; Melancholic. The positive qualities are "Generous; sociable; optimistic." In the Emerald Tablet, "It's mother is the Moon." The Yogic path is Niyama (personal development); Asana (Free body energy)- [I do natural Reiki healing.] In Buddhism path is is "Access state; meditation; the Jhanas." On the Tree Of Life in Kabbalah it is "Yesod" which is the "Foundation." The Revelation is the "Seal Of Silence." The Seven Seals is a phrase in the Book of Revelation that refers to seven symbolic seals that secure the book or scroll. "The “silence” is the preparation for the judgment about to fall upon Jerusalem." In Mythology it is Cronus; Rhea; Demeter. The Archangel (EL) is Sachiel. The image is of floods, melting; tears; intoxication. In Shamanism it is stalking; personal power. The animal totem is fish; frog; turtle. The Chakra is Svadhisthana (sexuality; sociality; Tin chakra." Physiological is the genitals; spleen; lungs; black bile - (refer to The Four Humors for black bile and melancholy.) Spectral position is Orange. The gemstones are Carnelian; Fire Opal. The healing effects are warm energy, fertility. The Tarot Lunar Conjunction is the High Priestess; (female pope, Isis) pure experience; unconscious powers; mystical union; lack of foresight. The Tarot Solar Conjunction is the Hermit (Saturn) Meditation; time; wisdom; sage; withdrawal from society; self-absorption; slowing down to feel things. All of this comes from the Zodiac, alchemy, past life, the concept of The Four Humors, the elements, etc. All of these references make complete sense to me and each of us have our own personality traits to correspond with this.
If you know the Bible at all- It mentions something along the lines of "...And He called a child to Himself and set him before them, and said, "Truly I say to you, unless you are converted and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. "Whoever then humbles himself as this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.…" I believe this to be true because in order to know yourself or know God it is important to become like a child. To heal wounds of trauma and remember what it was like to be a child- in pure, raw, innocent, rare form.
I began learning of reincarnation and what our name means in numerology and other aspects of our life purpose. I had a deeper understanding of my name reduced in numerology and other interesting attachments. I then changed my social media name to Starrlanna because it was a reflection of myself from the inside out. On my journey, I learned that I am meant to speak to people and share things that I have learned along the way... things I didn't fully understand to what caliber until now.... and believe me I am still learning the mysteries- It is never ending.
After coming up with the name Starrlanna (me inside out) and using for some time now on social media, I have grown into it. I am a intuitive reader and the card the sticks out to me the most in my Shaman Oracle deck is the "Shaman Of The Stars." This card speaks to me loudly and it confirmed my calling to speak to the people and my given middle name Starr. The card depicts a being that has star like beams of light shooting from it's head. This being is a bringer of knowledge and a beacon of light for others seeking wisdom on a spiritual path.
I never up until now wanted to use my first last name "Hiton" because it's my mothers' madden name... and since my mother wasn't in my life much at all growing up I just never used it. After trying to allow myself to get to know my birth mother (despite childhood trauma from separation and other) and bond with her after not having the ability to do so for most of my life, I found myself healing in doing this. I decided to acknowledge Hiton as part of me and allow a loving and understanding image of the relationship to the mother reemerge. My step mother was a great, loving mother- someone I respect and appreciate very much, however; the feeling of not having that bond with my birth mother did take a toll on me that I never accepted until I got a little older. For this the "H" in Hiton now has meaning to me. Both my birth mother and step mother are Jewish, this would mean that I am Jewish. My father, German-Irish-Scottish-Welsh, (said Christian) so as you can see I was born in diverse circumstances. I am humble and always knew things beyond my years. I felt that I had royalty in my blood, in my DNA, and have a strong urge to never give up and continue learning as much as I could about the universe. I began to realize that my purpose was greater than my current experience and so my hunger for knowledge lead me on a mission to learn more about heritage, past-lives, Kabbalah, The Great Work, Mystics Arts, Alchemy, Hermetics, and so much more. After learning and experiencing the calling of the divine feminine/ divine masculine and how the balance of the two a-flame together is so important- along with the true name of God- Hashem- meaning "The Name" - (Yod He Vau Hei) YHVH - which is the masculine and feminine God/Goddess, Mother/Father - or now I can say the left brain/right brain, the emerging of the mas/fam inside us.... I began to see the bigger picture.
A couple months ago a friend text me and spelled my name wrong as Alannah.... And for some reason it really rang a bell for me yet again. It resonated with me because the "He" in Yod He Vav Hei represents the feminine aspect of God Head and the Creator.... and so I added the H in Starrlannah for my mission to bring back the mother aspect the to universe and in my own world. To nourish our souls, be compassionate, and caring for our kingdom, as well as spread the message of Gaia's need to be remembered and honored. I believe we as women carry the DNA codes that can be awakened as we learn about our divine-ness and use our gifts to heal the world and bring back the Goddess.
When I first came across the name Hashem as I was reading up on the understandings of the Hebrew alphabet, I remembered the lyrics from on of my favorite songs from Jewish Rapper Matisyahu. One of his songs is just amazing and I feel it as he says "in my chest," it's called "King Without A Crown." There is a line is the song that says "Hashems rays burn bright and I believe, out of day comes light, out of light comes day.... make room for his love a fire gone blaze" and "Oh what's this feeling my love will burn a hole in the ceiling give myself to you from the essence of my being and I sing to my God songs of love and healing." After all of the signs I can say it felt so right for me to add Hashem to Starrlanna and the "H" to Starrlannah. So this is how I created this spiritual name that I resonate and feel I was meant to have.
Everyday Hashem resonates with me and who I am more and more. Hashem is the protection I have of my Heavenly Parents and Light family. Through understanding my Shadow self, healing, and seeking the guidance, UNCONDITIONAL love and devotion from Hashem- I embody the Spirit of the ALL. I do not need any religious organization to confirm my connection and association with my Heavenly I AM presence and communion with Source. By claiming the presence of Spirit in my Eternal Life- I create a dome of protection that no one else make a claim in.
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