Everything Is A Process - I Pledge
"You don't need to preach to teach. All you need to do in the world is show up with a loving heart, being authentically you, doing the best you can, and you will always touch people's lives."
I wrote the following note "I Pledge" on February 4th 2010. This was before I knew what I was going to become- a Hypnotherapist (it took me about 5 years to actually enroll btw), a spiritual advisor, a deliverer of knowledge, and the mystically/magically inclined being that I am today. I didn't exactly know this deep hunger for knowledge would lead me to where I wanted to be. It took me a long time to understand the law of attraction and with my up and down emotional states of uncertainty it took me longer then necessary. And believe me when I say I certainly struggled to step into myself and accept my calling because it all just seemed so unreal. I was scared to be bright, I would step into the light and then take two steps backwards into the darkness. It was ridiculous how long it took me to catch on that the universe was paving the way for my own dreams to come to fruition. However, it was in the darkness that I found true authentic self hidden like a buried treasure and today I still am on the road to self discovery- 100% self knowing. I mean I obviously had a feeling I was meant to walk the healers path and I knew there was something there but that ego chatter in the back of my head told me I would not measure up to my teachers success, or that telling people that I believed in magick was a bad idea. The person I am now is a direct outcome from the moments I stayed strong and believed in myself even when it was hard. I went through a dark time period, never even remembering I wrote this, so to see it now I am now accepting my full embodiment of my life's purpose . What I am trying to say is that we really do manifest our own reality, so it's so important to be mindful and trust the process- Trust that the universe hears all your prayers. We often know before we know we know.... You know? I can say I am living up to my own expectations of spiritual growth and integrity.
I wrote the following note "I Pledge" on February 4th 2010. This was before I knew what I was going to become- a Hypnotherapist (it took me about 5 years to actually enroll btw), a spiritual advisor, a deliverer of knowledge, and the mystically/magically inclined being that I am today. I didn't exactly know this deep hunger for knowledge would lead me to where I wanted to be. It took me a long time to understand the law of attraction and with my up and down emotional states of uncertainty it took me longer then necessary. And believe me when I say I certainly struggled to step into myself and accept my calling because it all just seemed so unreal. I was scared to be bright, I would step into the light and then take two steps backwards into the darkness. It was ridiculous how long it took me to catch on that the universe was paving the way for my own dreams to come to fruition. However, it was in the darkness that I found true authentic self hidden like a buried treasure and today I still am on the road to self discovery- 100% self knowing. I mean I obviously had a feeling I was meant to walk the healers path and I knew there was something there but that ego chatter in the back of my head told me I would not measure up to my teachers success, or that telling people that I believed in magick was a bad idea. The person I am now is a direct outcome from the moments I stayed strong and believed in myself even when it was hard. I went through a dark time period, never even remembering I wrote this, so to see it now I am now accepting my full embodiment of my life's purpose . What I am trying to say is that we really do manifest our own reality, so it's so important to be mindful and trust the process- Trust that the universe hears all your prayers. We often know before we know we know.... You know? I can say I am living up to my own expectations of spiritual growth and integrity.
I pledge That I will build on my plans to live up to my own free spiritual expectations and I will pay no heed to all naysayers in this process of finding myself. For I know that not everything in this life will be effortless to accomplish through the body, but I am positive that with any struggle I am aligned with, I can acquire innovative learning understandings, and emerge my experiences into immense wisdom in which I will arrange to optimistically pass down to generations following me. I am determined to spiritually guide myself to find my serenity in this world full of drudgery, and to do my part in expanding peacefulness to each one I come across. I understand that selfishness is in the eyes of many, but I have faith that those who also have a devotion to live free, will come forth and contribute to keeping this love and peace declaration alive. I imagine if I can administer my life accordingly to my plans, then it is my divine right as a child of any God that is perceived to exist, to live and tell my story. I believe that my desire to give happiness, spiritual awareness, and truth is so significant that every moment of my life to make it work is the beginning of something powerful to the heart that will mend many. If you believe in something, go for it, and don't stop until you get there because maybe you will find the other side of that rainbow that was promised would always be there after a storm.
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